This is a bit-off topic thread. I just wanted to vent out a bit (I hope it is okay)...
I am a bit of an OCD person who wanted to keep and see things in orderly and neat manner. So everytime I do stuff, I see to it that my working area is always in order - everything is set in place, even color coded.
Then two days ago, I went on leave and when I came back, my area was in a disaster. Things were not put in place, documents and folders were all over the desk, my things were touched, it was a bit dusty too. It freaked me out, I got anxiety attacks.
And until now, I am ruminating and really anxious that I can't even leave my area for it might be messed up again.